Worth it ke?

Harini aku cuti, sehari je, saje nak habiskan cuti tahunan. Tu pun aku kena burn 6 hari sbb dah takde masa nak habiskan huhuhu. Apsal la kompeni aku tak redeem cuti dgn cash. Kalau sehari RM100 pun, dah dpt RM600 hohoho. Cuti harini pun aku tak buat apa, dok umah je…sepanjang hari hujan, matahari tak tunjuk muka langsung. Hari sungguh bermuram durja, basuh baju pun susah nak kering. Malas la nak kluar, so dok umah layan budak² je. Not worth utk kluar, dok umah tgk TV pun OK gak...

Talking about worth it, tadi ada org tanya aku, “worth it ke apa yg kau bayar tu?”. Hmm…susah aku nak jawab soalan tu. Memang aku terkedu kejap, soalan tu membuatkan aku berpikir buat seketika. Sebenarnya, aku pun tak sangka aku akan sanggup, tapi tatau apa yg buatkan aku agree to it. Maybe there’s a pulling factor, but I don’t know what it is! My feelings is mixed about this, kekadang rasa “nasib baik aku agree, kalau tak, aku tak dpt ni” dan kekadang aku rasa “nape la aku agree, kan kena buat benda tu, dpt benda ni” huhuhu. Not that it's a so-called life-changing decision, tapi honestly speaking, at this moment, I’m kinda enjoying it despite the outcome is not that significant. And whether I will continue to commit with it, it’s yet to be known…need to think it through la. Bro, I will let u know ya…